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Well....it's been a long and hectic several months since moving into my new place. Just so much drama going on with the roommates and I really hate it. I really want this lease to be over so I can get my own place (hoping I can afford it that is). If not, I'm stuck returning back home to my parent's house (given my dad actually agreed he'd let me come back until I get back on my feet amazingly. *looks around* Where's the end of the world now?). But it's just been hard. I've officially hit the very rock bottom of life so now I understand what it's like to have no money coming in and struggling to make ends meet (even more so than when I was on unemployment). I believe it was a test from Nyx to show me what it's like to hit the lowest of the low so I can further appreciate what I have in life. I've already had a couple of other tests and I believe I passed them alright. Forgiveness and thankfulness. Now humbleness I think is what I'm supposed to learn. Or something like that. Either way, I've been trying to keep my head up high and not back down and give up. That was I think the intention too, to see how I would handle a situation like this. Would I keep fighting or back down and give up? And I'm keeping on fighting (even if some days giving up seems better). But I made a promise to myself a long time ago never to give up. And I'm sure that she'll keep testing me but keep a watchful eye too as always in this life (as well as previous lives) and into the future whatever lives I have.